It’s sad when you notice
That
No one is looking at you
You could be standing in front of everybody naked
And they still wouldn’t notice you

You are
Transparent
To all of them
Every single one of them

It hurts
It hurts deep inside
The pain rushes through every single vein of your body
You can fell it everywhere
It hurts

And you pretend
You pretend
Every single day that it doesn’t hurt
Or effect you
But it does
It does so badly
So badly that you can’t breath
It constricts your throat
It ties up the air inside your lungs
It makes you feel
So numb

And you keep drinking
Drinking until you might feel nothing or anything
But you still feel all the pain
It never goes away
It is always there
Because you are
Transparent
Transparent to everybody

The sad thing is that you have so much so offer
But they don’t seem to notice